please be happy?????

this blog....i dont know want to put what title....she feel stress....and i really want to meet with her....until this moment....i still miss her...love her....sometimes she said she miss me.....ya...i happy with that...at least i know she still miss me...means her heart still got my appearances....but she miss me...is it that kind of miss when we together?? or only a normal friend miss?? aiyo....y i talk about this la??

she stress....and make her emo....means she unhappy...even sometimes when we sms..she can misunderstand me....sometimes i sleep....i dream the time when we together....what does this mean??

that day MY FM i hear something....one of the BoyFrenz member said....a couple together, no need so complicated....just simple...hold hand go shopping, watch movie, eat together, feed each other to share, talk some joke, sometime talk some sweet words, and give a goodbye kiss after the date....
ya....i agree...i very agree with this....still remember the time prue, julia, kirsten and me....we all go out damm early...that time....i mean that day...i still can remember what happen that day....really a sweet day for me....a nice day....got joke....so relax.....hold hand and go anywhere....so happy...so comfortable....is like the world is mine...or maybe is ours....really happy and enjoying.....

now....i mean today i no work....i really feel so lonely.....watching the DVD....named "Steps" ..... so sweet....so happy....no matter what...they still together....my world is like only black and white....or is like i standing somewhere........360 degree also nothing....look up...down....left...right.....everywhere is only dark.....where am i also dont know....dear....hope u dont always emo le....is not what u want......and i also dowan u like that.....be happy dear~!