the last second day of my July Test

today nothing happen....just no mood to write about today....my first paper is my Math. paper....i did a very BIG mistake la....see ya 6 marks....then before SJ test start,Pn.Fauziah give us tips....but is not much time...so i tell myself....'ren ming bah'...then get SJ paper...ok lor...just got many things i cant remember because i never memorise but just read only....

reach home very fast...because wanna chat with dear...but she havent reach home when i online...we chat when she online...later ask her house phone number....so i call her...chat not much....then she went tuition...the time she tuition...i think about 4 august....i tell myself...i cant be selfish....and when she back from tuition...i told her that cancel our trip to Midvalley....so she can went for rehearsal for 11 august.....she get post...sure i happy...but i cant go out with her....and NOW....haiz....dont know why...got a bit regret why i tell her what i think about this saturday....am i busybody??or am i care for her??

this moment...i am hearing a lovely and sadly songs....and dont know why my heart feel uncomfortable....feel want to see her now...feel want to cry....but i still cant even answer my own question....hope to her...but cant...get to see her this saturday....and yet....cancel it by myself.....i think i know why....I AM SELFISH.....arghhh!!!!!!!!!so luan la my heart....what should i do now??the time is coming near and near....STUPID USELESS TONY....what u want also dont know!!!