22 Oct 2007...first day school after Raya Holiday

early morning i SMS my dear seen i fall asleep last night....then is raining....so wake mummy up....ask her fetch me....she ask me drive....i said i didt bring my licence....which i m lie....then she say....she want close door coz its rain...later my shoe wet...that time i schok.....i so touch of this.....

reach school still rain....then i go find jing jing....jing jing havent come...so chat with hui bin and jenny.....after a moment...chai hooi come.....then hui bin say jing jing will come late coz its rain.....i say ok...then she come....talk about today transport problem to kasturi seminar...

seen is rain...no perhimpunan....so go back class....find jun bin talk about that too...then got kimia gerak gempur.....so hard...tak tau buat....then rehat....i didt go rehat...chat with all my fren...seen is holiday a week...then got EST paper...objektif....finish very fast.....coz is super cold....make me sleepy...then go bilik nilam to discuss the EST paper....got a lot of joke there.....no mood to write those joke...

then i reach home...daddy fetch me back.....then my dear SMS me....she say her account very bad...but she pass her add.math....good la...then i online....i saw darren MSN name....there got two love pic.....in between write Honeybee......and write JOTI JOTI JOTI....i dont know what is the meaning....so i ask my dear...coz her name in JOTI 2007 is honeybee....and u know what...she say yes.....and me...immedialy down....i dont know y.....i thinking.....why she never told me about this.....coz if she tell me....i wont feel this way....seriously......but if i found out myself....i sure like now...no mood...like worrying lost-ing her.....sad?.....i dowan to lost her la!!!!
i really love her!!! i know i am not smart....not handsome....not cute....yet is NAUGHTY!!! but what can i do??....i already fall on her....arghh.....feel like crying...........