~the end of the 777 story~

Date : 19 MAY 2008
Time : Around 1am


the above details is the end of 777 story. problem occured for long time edi. just a stupid me keep believing true love will solve this problem by using time and patient.


me, got think before of break. but i ask my heart, my heart still there? still got her? yes! still there! still got her in my little small heart! and that's why i only think of it, no action! was hoping, praying and wishing everything will be alright.


this all is not longer. seriously not longer. and while i wishing before the night i sleep, i was holding my tears hardly. so hard! and now... i'm the L! the L that ying ling mention it in the class... which means LOSER! ya... i lose to my tears!! YES!!! I'M!! now the tears coming out like waterfall.... a lot, fast, and non-stop...


Song i hearing : 樱花草 by Sweety


this song.... is the first song i send to her.... because that time was so sweet... and somehow i get this song from my school chinese society forum last year... this song sound sweet just like us... and now.... the window media player playing this song for me.... remind me the sweet time we had, only can be memories!


today ( 18 MAY 2008 ) i chatting with elly... in msn. her personal message writing "i can feel you even i close my eye" then i go 8... how long u couple with your bf edi? then she answer 10month++. so in my mind was thinking, i and her also. 10month++. so i ask around june or july right? then she just answer me, at 07-07-07, simple. i was so shocked! same date as us. guess what, i somemore tell her that i want write in my blog that u and your bf start at 07-07-07... she say go ahead. somemore ask me want pic or story. i say pic no need, dont mind telling story and i also dont mind hear the story. she say she dont know how to tell... so just end it like that... and now... we ended the bond!


and about elly PM also, make me think back of waht i did. coz the message she wrote is what is written on her ring. my ring write, "I feel .U. feel me" this is a couple ring. i bought this for our valentine day. that saturday we went to pyramid. i fetch her. and i give her the present. then i wear for her in the cinema. then i wear for my own. can't believe that she ask for my hand, then she take out the ring from my finger. then i look at her. she say, i want wear for u as how u wear for me. now... feeling gone!


i received a message from her after i asking her "do you really love me? " her reply is "before this yes. now, i'm confused. maybe now i'm not prudence. i sometimes think i am, but sometimes i'm not. so, wait until prudence is back. prudence love you. i know that."


about the ring i wearing, is like she is always by my side no matter how. now... is over!!!! everything is over!!!!!!! and i have to take out the ring just like i have to giving her up.


tears still falling, heartbeats still stoping, looking at the ring that just taken out... and just saying... GOODBYE~