the holidays

after final exam we are given two weeks holidays... today is friday edi... means left one week... well... time just pass so fast... but i dont seems to be happy...





there is family problem with me... there is my fren problem there...





i just want a normal happy life... why cant i have it?? why cant i get to see my fren happy as usual?? why the family that i had having problems?? own family problem also havent settle... here comes relative problem... and also my grandma problem...





my family problem... well... nothing can i do... just to wait for the news...

frens problem... dont know what is happening... just share what i had before and cheer him up... of coz hoping him that he win the war... go go go!!!

relative... i just know a bit... i dont know what those old ppl thinking... just say who fault who fault... never think or talk about to settle...

grandma... no comment for this... need eye operation...





lets talk about yesterday... i have my dinner when i reach home... my 3 sister... and my parents also know that i dont like red bean... whenever they cooked or buy or order... i'm not gonna eat that... guess what... i get scolded for that for one hour from my mum... is this stupid thing??





get scold just for a small thing?? what do u feel?? innocent?? dont know what to say... this all like happen in sudden... i cant accept this... i really cant... how i wish tmr i got class... so that i can hear some jokes from karthik... ivan... jere... sean... the way elaine... wui ling... and ying ling laugh... really can make u all laugh... and of course me too....


this holiday really take me down... into the middle of deepest sea... no matter how... i still am i... i dont like ppl sad and worry of me... i rather pretend nothing happen than spoiling ppl mood and day... not only frens... but relative too...


just 2 hours ago... william called me... ask how am i... and my daddy thing... the moment he asked... my heart turns sour... eye trying to stop the tears... and finally we change the topic.. he invite me to join his business as my part time job... i say let me think... coz this need a lot of investment.... and where i want to get that $$ from??


time just passed a day again... is saturday... so fast... again... i have to wear a mask like 2 days ago... that day i went to teng wei's blog... aka alford or ah ford zhai... sorry ya... this is what we name u in genting when waiting at the counter of bowling... his links me... and name me as quiet king... i wonder why...


ya... the moment we know each other... i'm a quiet type person... is no more the tony that others know that tony is crazy... 38... sot sot... noisy... no more!! no more!!!!


hey readers... is time for u to say goodbye to tony u known...