Prudence~

well, obviously this is for u only... sorry for others... lolx... just finish reading your blog... oh ya... before that... i wondering are u the GHOST in the chat box?? if not, hope someone who read this, if u are, please tell me la... thx buddy~!


i read your blog, and ya... u are just happy and having fun with them... dont know why, i just feel happy of you... then i sms u... just trying to ask about the kung fu panda coz ping ying told me that... but then dont know why... i got a feeling...


yes! a feeling that make me feel or telling me... this is the time u can really let her go... is just something like that make me feel that la...


then after that, u told me that tmr u going to lagoon for swimming... with the same gang also... then u told me that u so "fan"... i really wondering what u thinking that time.... but and again... that just a little moment... after that the feeling come again... if before this, i think i will keep asking asking and asking... just try to make u feel better... now... the feel gone~


somehow... when i blog-ing here... i'm asking myself, is this a good or bad for me? don't i feel is a waste? my heart and my mind... blank!


and now... dont know why this question suddenly appear in my mind... do i really appreciate the time we had?? i can answer u... YES!!! definately yes!!! 1st thing is u want me to change my teeth. ya... and i promise u to do so... coz what u said is right and i promise it also because i dont want to lose u... during this 10months plus... i can really tell u... you really make me understand what is love means... what is true love feels.... this is my 1st time i feel that...


i still remember u jealous when my fren hold my hand at the prom night last year... and that time i really got nothing to her... and yet u just jealous of it... tha time i really panic the few days... i feel happy coz shows that u really love me... i feel sad coz u really jealous and dont seems like happy and talk to me... even we got a lot arguement... but if u think back... u can really see that after the argue... we know each other much much more...


still remember my birthday?? honestly... thx for your birthday present and u really give me a unforgetfull day... that day i get scold... someone question me... but then... all that is worth!!


i wondering u still remember where, when, and how is our last outings? that day is wen kai and joe yee anniversary... we went one utama... and i fetch u and joe yee... that time i somemore drive to bangsar... so fish... what i trying to tell u is... that day whole day i feel something bad gonna happening... still remmeber?? i told u that... but that day didt happen anything except the wrong way... so i tot is nothing related to us... but now i know... is about us... and the last movie we watched is "L CHANGE THE WORLD".... and make it as "LET'S change our world"... do u see that?? well... maybe u can say i think too much... sorry for that...


anyway... dear... i mean this is my last time to call u dear... what u always said to me... what comes around goes around... the time we know each other at taman negara is the time its comes... now... its the time to go...
thank you for your love!
thank you for being with me for this 10months plus!


please take good care of yourself... u can always forget things... stop doing it and try to change yourself to be a better prudence... and let me say it... you are pretty and cute!


lastly,
i


love


you




~life goes on~




P/S: prudence, if u read this please drop a comment... anything... u want 'hihi'... anything... thx~!