first day i study with my dear...

well...when u read the title...u should know what is that mean....just dont know when is it only....that is yesterday...which is 29 Sept 2007.....well...i set my alarm the day before.....i set 8a.m.....haiz...u know what...i sleep....then wake up....sleep again...wake up again.....sleep again....wake up again.....and can consider every hour i sleep i wake up.....u sure thinking for what?...i also dont know...dont ask me....then go fetch my dear....then go fetch joe yee....the guard....haiz...forget it...then reach the base floor of her house....ask dear call her....mana tau she at outside...ask us go first....later her daddy fetch her....then go lor....

reach there....searching for parking....then end up decide park at opposite house area....then i and prue walk la....half way walk....she saw her frens....then i continue walk while she stop....then she ask me go near her...then i go...and she say the library is close....then ask her call joe yee again....where should we go.....then dicede go joe yee house.....reach there,,,,oh my god......so silent man.....scarry....then study....she got ask me something.....but some i dont know how to answer her....some pula.....haiz....conclusion is ME STUPID!!!.....then joe yee mummy ask us eat lunch at her house....ha!!....so paiseh ler.....then joe yee parents go bought some new table....after settle that....we asked to go in joe yee room to study.....then asked to eat....but when i go out...prue and joe yee was watching tv....and that time i was kaji about the stupid light.....mircoscope and telescope de.....well....i m like that...then i go back to room after watching tv a while.....half way thinking....dear come in....ask me go eat....i say wait me finish first.....she say no....so i m like...ok lor....then i take my hand up.....want her pull me up.....then she pull me up...haha.....then go eat....

oh ya....when joe yee and her sister go carry the table up......we kiss..*shy*.....then before go eat....she sleep on joe yee sister bed.....then i go take her spec....then hug her a moment....wish she also hope too....well....i know is wrong....sorry dear!!....after eat....then continue....then joe yee go hear phone....her sis pula fall sleep.....then ask her kiss and hug...she reject.....sorry!!making u so uncomfortable....then send dear and joe yee go practice dance.....then go and see dear dance...hehe....eh....tell u la....my dear say she dance not nice....u better dont ever trust her...coz is good....but what i really cant feel is.....she didt enjoy the dance....so feel like got something left out.....then i went home....then see mawar basketball court got ppl play ball...so i stop there....coz the road is to go to my house....then those ppl pula shout at there....wah....hu nee drive to play ball...i was like.....not sengaja la....then play a while....go home.....then bath....wait daddy back....then go out eat....then go giant......oh my god....giant so many ppl la.....so jam.....then a....go back....sms with dear....then oioi.....


-30 sept 2007-

i wake up at 730...dont ask me why....maybe sudah biasa.....then wake mummy up.....go pasar....drive daddy taxi go pasar.....then sms with dear.....then i bath.....then i sleep.....about 4 something she wake me up....ask me teman her...haha.....she first time ask me teman her in phone...not sms....so happy....then go play basketball....and i promise my dear....7pm sms her...she also say ok....then i see my time is 655...i sms her and ask her what time....she say 703...then i see mine...only 659.....haiz...never mind....hehe.......but u know what.....after that.....she make me feel like she is another ppl.....maybe she too stress of study.....but i dont like her like that.....well....i am not saying that not care about her exam.....but if a ppl feel stressfull....i dont think that he/she can study well.....then sms her....try to move her attention....which i always do that to make her happy....well...this time.....DEFINALY different!!!!!.....she make me feel even more cham....even more stress....i think she know that.....she happy i happy...she sad i also sad.....then i also call her....first i want to say is my stupid dumb useless phone.....FUCK!!.....haiz....then i talk to her as usual.....maybe she cant hear.....then forget it.....she went to sleep.....then i come and blog here....

prue....
i know u very care yr exam, even me too.dont u remember what u told me when i had my trial SPM??u said that u try to be supportive to me, and even your friend also u will do so.ya, me too. i also like that.and arent u remember what u said next??
let me tell u. u say u wont sakit hati for them but u will sakit hati for me. same goes to me.

well...i saying all this is not blaming u or what....seriously.....telling all this....only for one thing....dont over stress yourself.....is not good for you.....your parents....your relative....your friends....your best friends.....your teddy.....and me too....
sorry for telling this rubbish.....sorry for cant make u happy......
anyway.....i always say this to u....no matter where are u....what u feel......i will always right beside u....
exam....all the best for u.....! I LOVE U !